Last
Saturday I was chatting with my friend Sharmila in her room when, as I stood up
to leave, I accidentally stepped on my phone. Immediately I knew that I had broken
the screen and with it my communication with others.
I
tried turning it on and off, but alas, nothing happened. And so it was
confirmed that my phone was broken.
“No!”
I cried, “This can’t be happening!” My mind raced as I tried to remember those
whom I was texting prior to the incident. How was I supposed to contact them?
Sharmila was nice enough to let me borrow her phone so I could finish setting
up plans to go to Late Night at the HUB with some friends later that evening.
At
9:30 precisely I stood at the meeting place my friends and I had arranged for
Late Night. The more I waited, the more I began to worry. What if something
happened and they couldn’t come? They would have no way to contact me, and I
was not enthused at the idea of indefinitely standing alone on a Saturday
night.
My
friends did meet me, but those few minutes of fretting made me wonder what life
was going to be like without a phone? I had sent a message to my mom through
Facebook, asking her is she could send me one of my old cell phones. But until
then, I was phoneless!
Ever
since my 14th birthday when I was given my first cell phone, I have
never spent an extended amount of time without one (save for abroad vacations
where my family wasn’t allowed to use one for fear of a monstrous phone bill).
And yet, even though I had spent 14 years of my life without one, I felt completely
disconnected without a phone. How could I really be so dependent upon something
small and nonessential?
I
began to re-examine my relationship with my dead phone. Out of habit I brought
the broken soul with me to class on more than one occasion. Every once in a
while I tried checking to see if I had any new messages. The situation seemed
to grow more pathetic by the day.
One might say that the experience was liberating – I was free from distracting texts and the compulsion to respond to others, but more than anything this week has made me a little disappointed.
I
think that it’s sad how much I have come to rely upon a piece of technology,
though I suppose today this is simply the norm. Gone are the days when letter
writing was common and there was one phone per household. Is it better this
way, or is it worse?
If nothing else, this week was extremely telling. I had no idea I was so reliant upon my phone. As a result, I was never so happy to use an old phone as I was when the one my mom sent me arrived.